Finding peace

In the one and only who never lets me down,
Loved me all of my life and Loves me even when I screw up.
He has never ever ever let me down before and I know that he never ever will.
And I know that IF there is a time when I don't feel close to him anymore,
it's because I'm the one to turn away from him.
Which I'll never consciously do.
All this still can't even begin to describe what I mean.........But ya just gotta keep tryin ya know? ; )
Merry Christ-mas eve all.
Peaaaaaaaaash out!

Amazing night

So yep this week is going to be tres tres busy. I actually have to schedule my time now!!!!!!!

Whoa!!!!!!!! So last night I went for a little walk at about 11:30 at night on a Saturday; I know, not too wise but I when God creates a beautiful night I believe that should be taken advantage of sooooooooooo, I spent the time just looking at these............. zillions of tiny perfect stars and just thinking about how completely amazing the world is. It's created by God and just full of reminders of him. Sometimes I need reminding of the big picture. ; )

I'm gonna be good

Urg I'll be so happy when finals are over. Cause all you can do is your best on those I guess. So with crap going on I just want to let myself know that I'm okay and you just gotta remember who you are. I know I'm a good person and if I continue to just try and try that good things will happen to me. Cause like I said in the beginning of all this: "I had a life before him and I'll have a life after him."...................

Say your sorry
That face of an angel comes out Just when you need it to.
As I pace back and forth All this time cause I honestly believed in you.
Holdin' on The days drag on Stupid girl I should have known, I should have known.

Maybe I was naÎve, got lost in your eyes,and never really had a chance.
my mistake, I didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me. Well now I know...
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around.
And there you are on your knees. Begging for forgiveness, begging for me.
Just like I always wanted but, I'm so sorry.
Cause I'm not your princess.This ain't a fairytale.
I'm gonna find someone some day, who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world. That was a small town, there in my rearview mirror disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your white horse...Its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now.
Oh,Try and catch me now.

Good people

So today was totally bomb!!!!!!!! Just was. But I think something is up with 2 people in my life............ I just want to let them know once and for all that I will ALWAYS be there for them. Or give them space is they need that. Because even thou that's not what I want, I REALLY Love them and to me; thier happieness is more important than my own. And eventually they will come to me. Because that's what truly Loving some one is all about. So that's just what's going to have to hapen. (We plan, God laughs.) : )

Wierd mood : p

So it's like 10:30 at night. I should probobaly be sleeping but instead I'm sittin here making (burning) hash browns. : ) I definitely work at 7 am tommorow. Yikes!!!!!!!! For some reason, right now I'm kinda lonely. But whateve. : ) I'm such a fortunate person that I shouldn't let myself get down when things aren't going my way. Because before I even know it, things are Great again and I feel crazy for being so sad. I'm not afraid EVERYTHING is in his hands. Thank God for that!!!!!

B E A U T I F U L

Saguaro park was so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nature rocks. Kudos kudos God!!!!!