Run run run!

So that Art project of eric made it into the trophy case in the front office! I was way shocked.

Gosh I feel like Ive been running around for weeks now. So many deadlines and responsibilities. I feel like I maybe need a break from..... everything lol Its not like I've never been overwhelmed before. The Lord doesnt give us ANYTHING we cant handle. Fheww.... Amen!

What Im drawing in art class

Sedona/ Flagstaff

Sedona was so pretty. With all the red rocks and nice weather but I would have to say that my favorite part was the sky lift in Flagstaff that we rode 11,500 feet up the slope and down. It was so different to be so high up and like breathing the air that no one had polluted and seeing the tops of pinetrees that normally only birds get to see. Haha yes, heather was so scared the whole time actually. But I found it exhilarating!

Oh gracious

So today I went to the lake with Eric and his family. It was so much fun! I did get a little burnt though. But I only fell off the boat once! Haha it really was a blast. Later when we got home I just started lookin at eric and thinking how much I really truly Love him and how unbelievably grateful I am to be with him. In fact once I got home that's all I thought about that night too : ) Not sure what I did to deserve this great feeling but Its definitely one of the best Ive ever felt! Oh boy....... oh girl lol

God bless

One of my best friends is having a really hard time lately. Hes just having trouble staying in control of his life. Hes wondering why hes in this life and everything.

I was sort of afraid to answer his questions. I'm not very good at speaking my faith to my friends. But as a friend I felt I couldn't let him down. I told him I would try to answer any questions he had as best I could. And...... as he started asking, its like I didn't even have to think about them. The explanations just sort of poured out of me. Here is what came out in a nut shell....

"God is God. But maybe only for the big picture. He's given us everything we need to make this life work. Now it's up to us. He knew we would need help so he gave us each other. And anytime we feel overburdened and need him, he will comfort us. But we can't just sit back and expect Life to happen for us. We have free agency and a choice! We can Love each other, cherish and nurture each other, or we can kill each other. I think there has been enough of that...." Seems like every time I share my testimony it gets stronger. : D And Thank God for that!!!!!!!!

Sirikins look!!!!!!

Blondie......... speechless I know

; )

Now THATS the snack that smiles back.....Eggs!

So last night I saw some guy jogging at 3 in the morning........ for recreation! Who is he training to be? Batman?

4/15/09

Smile; sunshine is good for your teeth!!!!!!!!!! ; D

Good Gravy!

I feel like this was the right move. People feel something for others and it can't always last forever. All you can do is hope that your friendship was strong enough to stay close. He was a great guy and I'm glad I can still keep him in my life. I feel blessed to not be burdened with loss. : )

Luck lil goose.........

So yes, the last couple of weeks have been full of speed bumps and toll roads. Through this crazy unpredictable vie, I just try to find comfort in my seat belts; like my incredible family and my amazing friends. I really need good influences these days like my mom. She keeps me in check of what my values really are. And SIRITA! I know how lucky I am to have a good friend who has the same standards and values that I strive for. She can ALWAYS cheer me up : )

Thank the father for his incredible works of goodness: "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who Love him, who have been called according to his purpose." -Romans 8:28 : D

I will be okey dokey

"Give the Lord all of your cares and worries; for he cares for you. "

My Krazy mind

So I'm my TA class I was really bored so I started writing while listening to music, it's a mixture of certain song lyrics and the thoughts in my head, it's really personal so be nice k?

Diggin a hole and the walls are caving in,

Behind me

Air's gettin thin but I'm trying I'm breathing in,

Come find me.........

It hasn't felt like this before

It hasn't felt like home before you.

And I know it's easy to say

but it's harder to feel

this way.....

And I miss you more than I should

than I thought I could

can't get my mind off of you.........

And I hate the phone,

But I wish you'de call,

thought being alone,

Was better than............

Was better than...........

But I will overcome.

Say that I won't revisit this place inside

that's killing off my last hope.

And it happened to me and it happened to her

And anger surfaces from my un-educated temper

Still I will overcome..........

But this is not for real

Afraid to feel

Your wasting my time; IM wasting my time

Could you just let down your wall

be transparent for a while?, just a little while

We all want to seem like

We've got it all figured out........

Well let me be the first to say

That I don't even have a clue

I don't HAVE all the answers

But I pretend I do............. I just have to

I'm TRYING to find my way

Just trying............. the best I know how